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About my love story

So some of people around me is curios about my love story and my friend sometimes ask like “Ratu,who is the person you loved right now?”, ”did you even have fall for someone before?” or something like that, I don’t know why does they even want to know and even curios about that, I mean what so interesting about a 15 years old girl love story, right?, but they still curios about that so I tell them what they want to know, I will tell the truth about that honestly, even from my first love

 

So when I was more younger than this if I remember it correctly at that time I was a 4 years little girl at kindergarden, I have a friend her name is start with G and the name of the little boy that I like is start with H, nothing special about him he just a normal crybaby little boy, yes he is a crybaby he’s always crying even with something that he don’t need to cry, but I don’t know why I fall for him, at that time the only person who know that I fall for him is Gadis and even my mom and dad don’t know about that, I was like him for like 3 years, we are in the same school and I was close to his family, but at my 6 years old he’s leaving, he and he’s family move so far away, but I still love him until my age 7, actually I still want to know how he’s doing right now, does he’s fine, what about he’s family?, I always want to know that, atleast I want to know that he is fine

 

After that at my 7 years with 6 month old I was fall in again with someone in my class he’s name is start with F not like H, F is not a crybaby I even never see him crying about something, I fall for him more than 5 years, he’s like playing football, he don’t like a spicy food, he’s favorite lesson was sport like a football, basketball, volyball, badminton, and all of that type, he is a type of person who always exited with learning some new sports and he was a cheryfull person, but when my age was 11 years I know the truth that he like my friend no my bestfriend, her name was start with A, but I still love him and when my age turned 12 him and my bestie have a relationship, yeah they were dating and I was like “girl I love him so long but I don’t even think we will dating, I mean isn’t we were to young to that”, and then I know I dind’t have a chance so I give up and let them be happy together

 

Actually at that time I’m not just fall for F, I was fall with one another person but even if he like or love me too, we can’t be together, because if we still together not the just world but even the god will not accept it, yes we have a different religion, his name is start with J, he is a cute boy and he makes me feel comfortable when I was with him, I think that why I fall for him, I don’t know how he doing right now and I want to know it, I want to meet him again

 

And now I was in highschool and I fall again for some boy, we are not in the same class, I was in class MPLB and he was in class PM, he was a quiet person, he never talk much, it was really hard to hear or even see him on school, his name start with R, even when the time for lunch break I never see him on the canteean, and he is the type of person that was so rare to be in school, I even have never see him on he’s class, I don’t even have a chance to look his face, because he is always wear a maskers to hide his face, he likes playing game, and he is close with one of my friend her name is start with K but I don’t think he likes her, because they don’t even look that close, actually this time I really don’t know why I fall for him and I tried so hard to erase my feelings for him, but that never work

 

And I think that’s all I want to say about my love story, I mean what is so interesting about my love story, I hope that enough, the reason I just told you the first letter of their name is… nothing actually, I just want to :)